final storm

my new bedroom is so..i dunno, empty and dead :(

ive been a bit sad... i thinks its because im ill and things are really not working as they suposed to, wtv.

it wasnt like i wanted to be, but its okay everyone had fun ^-^
















yeah i guess this is it ^-^ kuka joana debora porfa hugo pateira bruno and rui pedro

its my birthday this saturday, turning 16. just planed a dinner with some friends on friday, so at midnight they're the firsts ones to sing me that stupid song ahah. then on saturday ill be in oporto celebrating with my botfriend and friends from there ^-^

LOL I FINALLY GOT THE PICTURES PRINTED
ahh...im kinda nostalgic :(
here they are:


























































































































































and thats it... im going to the festival again next year

finished this monday







i like it, a lot really ^-^

shit. i have to hand in the booklet project tomorrow and its not even half finished, what im going to dooo...? T__T


[weird is fine]

oh, and i never got to meet katie, there were some problems on the way

i was discussing with porfa about how school is becoming more difficult over the years, i cant stand the pressure this year. If school is hard for most students, imagine those with problems at home: parents, siblings, money and shit. The only way i can feel emotionally healthy is when porfa's around, and thats only on weekends. Its fucked up

today im meeting katie in Oporto, its been a while since ive last seen her, probably 8 months. So we're having coffee or something, its going to be nice, i hope ^-^
oh, and im staying at my boyfriends house this weekend

hm... just saw the movie. Its great, good thinking. kinda reminds me of myself 2 years ago, not sure.

the music chosen for the trailer is just idiotic, it has nothing to do with the movie :|
whatever, i enjoyed watching it, very much ^-^

-cant find a good part-time job
-my shoulder and my elbow are twisted and my mother says im just calling attention or wtv
-i have 315 hours of Art classes and the current school project has to be made on Photoshop, and i still dont have a laptop to bring to school so i have to do all the work at home = no free time
-porfa's boxers are already loosing its smell :'( ahah

life goes on...

it sucks .____.

Saturday we went to Viana do Castelo, shopping, since its geting cold ^-^
Today, we've been trying to program a remotecontrol for my TVI, but we cant find one that matches and works :(
Im doing this booklet project named Girljoy-CasioRomance, its a school work i have to hand in, here's what im working on:


and photos back from Friday

in two days i reached 14 level, some ppl take a week or so to manage that, so LOL, addiction is a fuck up ahah xD
erm, im fed up with stupid atitudes: family, friends, classmates wtv im so fed up and i cant wait to run away from this place.
Im traveling to Paris in February or May with my school, its will be a 5day trip IF we get enough money to pay everything, trip, hotel, museums, etc. We have only some months till that day and the best thing to do is to sell cakes, handmade jewelry and wtv. Only 6 students are already working on it(inc me), making new stuff, getting licence to sell on the street and wtv, the rest[20 students lol] are waiting for us to do everything, serisously, it pisses me off >_<' if they dont get enough money to go to Paris, the whole class wont be able to go to Paris, if one doesnt go, anybody goes. shitty rules
im fed up of being stressed out, nervous and anxious all day, every day so im putting an end to all my trouble, i dont care. enough said
let sleeping dogs lie humph! ahah




PS- Goatsie girl scares the shit out of me

So i spent this weekend with my boyfriend, its always nice and warm and cozy...hmm...I feel happy and full of joy when he's around. At some time, i cant recal when, he mentioned something about renting a small apartment together as soon as i finish school..I love the idea. Im going to move to Oporto for a while anyway and it would be nice having someone sharing the apartment with me, i wouldnt spend much money and i wouldn feel alone, if we move in together it would be awsome, specialy if we are still together ^-^<3

anyway, tomorrow 8pm ill be in Oporto, finally! Im so glad! ive been miserable this past 15 days without Porfa.
ahah ^-^(L)


[Paredes de Coura 2008]

i only knew about Blessthefall's situation this afternoon...
"Lesser bands might implode after facing the sudden departure of its lead singer mid-tour, but Arizona's blessthefall did anything but, after vowing to keep moving forward when it parted ways with former frontman Craig Mabbitt during a European tour with Silverstein in late 2007.

As one of the highlights on last winter's Rockstar Taste of Chaos, blessthefall proved not only that they could still rock; but that they were rock solid. With bass player Jared Warth and guitarist Eric Lambert filling in temporarily on screams and singing parts respectively, the band rose to the challenge and then some.

After months spent searching for a permanent lead singer, blessthefall finally found what they were looking for in L.A. native (and current Huntington Beach, CA resident) Beau Bokan. Upon their initial meeting, an immediate rapport was struck with the singer and he was soon welcomed into the family.

As drummer Matt Traynor explains," It was not an easy task finding a singer who can sing well, rock out, and most importantly, fit in with the band and click with the four of us. (Beau) is the nicest dude we have tried out and sings like a beast. "

I only heard a song with the new singer and it sucks, it has nothing to do with the first album "His Last Walk". Blessthefall had a strong and deep music to me and a few of friends ive been meeting, now, my first impression is that they've become mainly like those new emo/metal garage bands... Im so disapointed :'/ and is not just because they dont have Craig has singer anymore, is also because Craig joined Escape the Fate, which is a poor band...He doesn't fit there at all... </3>


[Craig with Escape The fate]



[Guys Like You Make Us Look Bad video, Blessthefall with Craig Mabbitt as singer]



[Hell And Back song, Blessthefall with Beau as singer]

hm... classes are doing well, its getting easier. + concentration = + easy learning, obvious? YES LOL
im already planning this next weekend, im visiting Porfa yay id looove to buy a million things at the Vandoma market, but im running short of money. anyway im kinda upset about being so far from Porfa, its almost been 10 days since i last saw him
This week im probably visiting the school psychologist, im not so sure about studying photography. My motehr keeps telling me is not a big business and im probably going to fail as a photographer, even though i dont think entirely that way, im still having doubts. I should solve this problem as soon as i can, if i let it go, then later, it will be a mess! ill have to work on a coffeeshop to pay my studies at university and ill be unsatisfied about my life :/
I rather not think about it that much ^-^

Me, my dad and my mother went to Amares to have lunch, like every sunday. When we were leaving town to come home, on the way to Barcelos, I FOUND THIS HUGE DISGUSTING BROWN YELLOWISH SPIDER ON MY NECK! Obviously i was in panic and almost jumped out of the vehicle lol, i started yelling, crying, wtv it was just awful :S instead of trying to calm me down, my parents just stood there mocking me, stupid attitude... when we arrived, i jumped out of the car and walked forward till i could no longer see the car[fodace] then i called Porfa lol, MY GUARDIAN ANGEL LOL :| and just talked about was happening. he understood why i was like that,damn, i love him
*-* ^-^
then i got home, all stressed out and had a shower to clean ALL THE [POSSIBLY] EXISTING SPIDER NESTS off of me @-@'


[My grandmother's house, in Amares, almost 20 years ago]